[LiFE] Couldn't be anymore [BEAUTiFUL]

[Silvana Snape]

SiLVANA
^{[Too Bad My Cold Black Heart]}

<sup>Sitting quietly behind a tree in the courtyard a girl with black hair and blue eyes hid from the world she was assured would be against her. Being a Snape wasn't what it was cracked up to be. Turns out what her father told her, wasn't everything like she thought. Her uncle Severus was the "Half-Blood Prince" and "The Potions Master" and so many other things. Evil just never came to mind. Sometimes she could feel piercing eyes at the back of her head. Now if only people just told her the truth, what really happened all those years ago, maybe she just wouldn't dread a secret she had to keep from everyone at all costs. One that would most likely be released on her death bed, or unless someone could read minds.

Mulling over her thoughts she wondered why she wasn't in Slytherin like her father had antisipated. Hufflepuff was great, but maybe the hat knew of her fear of snakes? Surely people realized by now that she was terrified of being bitten and killed by a snake like Voldemort's faithful one, Nagini.

Blasting the thought from her mind, Silvana awaited for something to happen, not wanting to think about it no longer.


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[Lilly Potter]

L i l l y
[just another face]

She was tired of not fitting in like everyone else. All the people had friends and Lilly had nothing. She was acquaintences with many but no one was close enough to tell secrets or talk to. She wished for a friend, an angel that would take her away from her solitude and make her a happy girl. Coming out of her shell was hard but the Potter adults had faith in their Lilly. Come to think of her family; Lilly was told the whole story of her dad's years fighting Voldemort. Even how his potions professor was in love with her own grandmother and was a spy for the good side after being a death eater. Sort of ironic really but it was nice that Severus Snape turned out to be an ally.

Speaking of Snapes...Lilly spotted Silvana. She knew she was a niece of the deceased potions master. Lilly was hopeful and walked over to sit beside the dark haired girl. She smiled at her and noticed bother had black hair but Silvana had blue eyes and Lilly had green. "Hi, I'm Lilly. Mind if I join you?" Even thought she had already sat down, Lilly would have gotten up if the girl didn't want company. IT was surprising the Snape girl had not been in Slytherine a family house, but then again, Lilly wasn't in Gryffindor like her mother and father either.[/size]

P o t t e r
[shy like my mother]

[Silvana Snape]

SiLVANA
^{[Too Bad My Cold Black Heart]}

<sup>Silvana had sat there for a few minutes before the sound of incoming footsteps alerted her that Lilly Potter, a fellow first year Hufflepuff had started to come towards her. Closing the book she was reading she looked up to hear her introduce herself and ask to join her. She timidly nodded yes and said shyly, Hi, um, I'm Silvana Snape. You may sit down, it's not my tree. She smiled weakly and looked at the ground as if she expected something to happen.

So here was the flesh and blood of Harry Potter himself. The girl was really pretty, hands down. While Silvana wasn't the prettiest either, she had an uncanny resemblance to her uncle. Hooked nose, black hair and piercing eyes. The color was not the same, but her gaze gave others that scarey look if you looked at the right angle.


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[Lilly Potter]

Lilly happily relaxed and looked sideways at the girl. She did look like her uncle, Lilly had only seen pictures, she didn't know how or why the family had pictures if they were kids when Severus died but they did. She smiled and thought the girl must be happy to have a cunning uncle that was true blood to her. "I suppose Severus Snape was your uncle...You must be proud to be his niece?" It was a timid question because there was a chance Silvana was not happy with her uncle being blood to her. Lilly prayed for a friend; but now she prayed for Silvana to be her friend, not just anyone.

She looked at the ground and tried to think of something that the girls could talk about. Lilly was deathly afraid of Frae right now, the witch had manage to let Lilly's fear come close to strnagling her but Ted Lupin had saved her. Lilly wondered if Silvana had met Frae; and if she did, did she like her. "So how have your first few days been?" Lilly's had been awful; not entirely the people but she just was too shy and timid around others. She'd rather study than make an outbreak. She twitched her nose and looked at Silvana patiently; she knew the girl was quiet and timid like herself. Lilly knew their friendship was just beyond her grasp but if Silvana and Lilly could come out to each other, it would be in Lilly's tight clutches.

[Silvana Snape]

SiLVANA
^{[Too Bad My Cold Black Heart]}

<sup>Silvana looked at Lilly when she spoke about her uncle. It gave her a pang of longing, and fear. Longing to know the double agent known as Severus Snape, and fear to know that what if she was made fun of just like he was? She said to her without lifting her eyes from the dirt below, Most would be im sure, but I only learned of my uncle the day I recieved my letter from Hogwarts. Although I heard my parents arguing about what school I should go to, and I remember hearing about him. I haven't been told much about him, mostly the bad things.

Hearing Lilly speak again, Silvana respectively looked up and listened. She shrugged and said It isn't bad, but it isn't good either. I have a hard time making friends you see, because of what I was said to be. Something I would rather not say. Too embarrassing.


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[Lilly Potter]

Lilly cocked her head at the girl; her parents did not tell her of Severus Snape's tale. Well, the one of when he changed? Even if it was only for her grandmother, Lilly was proud of Severus and she had never even met him. She felt a pang of guilt for bringing on the subject. "I'm sorry. I guess I thought your parents might say he betrayed Voldemort for Lily Potter, my grandmother, and well. He ended up helping my father destroy Voldemort. There are more details but I'm sure you don't want me to bore oyu with my father's sid eof the story." Lilly wanted to reach out and tell the girl she was accepted as she was. Lilly didn't look for the past or imperfections of her friends, she looked at them.

"Don't pay attention to those who insult you. I see nothing wrong with you." Lilly was slightly mad at people who put others down, they apparently didn't have hearts at all, just holes where one should be. She smiled at the girl. "I have problems making friends because I am so...quiet and reserved. Older people make me nervous because I am so new." Lilly gave a weak smile to the girl and tried to make her understand the two were not so different, infact, they were quite the same in many ways.

[Silvana Snape]

SiLVANA
^{[Too Bad My Cold Black Heart]}

<sup>Silvana listened to Lilly more. Astonished to hear what else she had to say she said in a hushed whisper. I never knew, all I was told was that he was an evil potions master. I feel better hearing that, it feels good to get rid of some fear.

my muse went bye bye just know :[ evil muse.

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[Lilly Potter]

OOC://Dont worry!

Lilly brightened at the girl's words. She couldn't see how someone could shun someone with nice hair and pretty eyes like the girl beside her. Silvana was pretty, it was her name that blinded people and Lilly despised those who were like that. She smiled and looked at the ground. It was funny how she was so shy yet she could perk up people and be vocal when she wanted or was determined. Lilly Nymphadora Potter was going to befriend this girl and she was going to initate it now. "Since we're both first years, we have a lot of classes together. We could sit together if you wanted." Lilly tried to smile but she was afraid of the eleven year old rejecting her.

OOC://I think mine is slowly dying.

[Silvana Snape]

SiLVANA
^{[Too Bad My Cold Black Heart]}

<sup>Sitting there and thinking over what Lilly said before, she said something else. Since we're both first years, we have a lot of classes together. We could sit together if you wanted. Was this an invitation to a friendship? Silvana smiled and said quietly I'd love to Lilly. Looking at her she could tell what she said was true, it was just easy to tell those kind of things. Like with liars, they'll look at something else instead of your eyes. She used to be one, a very bad one as well. Since then she decided to tell the truth, as it is.


XD I hate it when that happens!

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[Lilly Potter]

Lilly brightened instantly and grinned. She was excited to have a friend that she couldn't sit with in every class; no matter what anyone said she was glad Silv was her new best friend. She looked out towards the prodigious lake; it was so large. She smiled wider as it sparkled almost celebrating their friendship. "You know, my dad says there are mer-people in that Lake...you think there are?" Lilly didn't want to sound like she always thought her dad was right, he could be down right wrong in his teases and she really wasn't sure if he was right but many had agreed with him. Lilly turned to Silvana and stood. She stretched; thinking about how second years were lucky to go to Hogsmeade. "I wish we could go out of the grounds this year..." Lilly said it disappointedly, her brothers always talked about how Honeydukes had the best candy, a subject of Lilly's passion.

[Silvana Snape]

SiLVANA
^{[Too Bad My Cold Black Heart]}

<sup>Watching the lake, Silv heard Lilly speak of mer-people in the lake. She had heard of them, whether they were actually there was beyond her. She would think that they were actually in the lake, because really, there were Hippogriffs, Unicorns and other mythical creatures of the human eye. I'm not exactly sure, although I would believe so. She didn't say much about when she spoke of going outside the school grounds. Yea, I wish we were allowed to.

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